For the last several years, Mother's Day has been a hard day for me. I was always sad that I wasn't a mother, even though God had given me such a strong desire to be one. I would look at young mothers and feel sorry for myself.
I decided that this year was going to be different...
God has blessed me so much. He has allowed me to observe so many wonderful mothers, young and old, over the last several years. He hasn't done this to punish me, but to teach me. I feel like God is preparing me to be a mother to my own children, by watching those around me. Adopting older children from another country is going to be hard, and God knows that I need all the help that I can get. I have also been learning that there are no perfect mothers out there. We all make mistakes, but that's how we learn to depend on God. Thank you to all the mothers that have been a good influence and encouragement to me over the years.
Happy Mother's Day!
The one mother that I am the most grateful for is my own. My mother has such a tender heart and a compassionate spirit. I am so thankful that she has passed even some of that down to me.
I remember, as a child, that my mom would give me a kiss and say "I love you" every night. One night, for whatever reason, I wasn't able to tell her "I love you" and I actually laid awake that night worrying that something could happen to me and she wouldn't know that I loved her. I realize now that it isn't about saying those words to one another. Even if my mom never said "I love you" to me, I would still know that she loved me through her actions.
Mom, thank you for being such a loving example for me. You have taught me more than you will ever know. Even though I don't say it every night anymore, please know that I always have and always will love you with all my heart!
Happy Mother's Day!
So this year, I may not physically have my children with me. But they are in my heart and my prayers always. Everyday that I am not with them, I am learning patience and my love for them is growing more and more. Please continue to pray for all of us. Maybe they will be here with us next year! :)
